SLUMPYYY 3D "YOU'RE A JERK" ANIMATION WAS INSPIRED BY NEW BOYS “YOU’RE A JERK MUSIC VIDEO” BACK IN 2013.
.3D "STREAM STARTING SOON" OBS SCENE I MADE INSIDE OF ADOBE AFTER EFFECTS.
There are moments that define us, and then there are moments that completely reinvent us. For me, that moment was stepping out of an airplane.
Skydiving was, without a doubt, one of the most intense rushes I have ever experienced. But the true weight of that jump wasn't just about the adrenaline it was about what it took to get there. Months prior, I had survived a suicide attempt. For a long time, I lied to myself about it. I buried it deep, refusing to accept what I had done, and I carried a heavy, silent burden of feeling like a failure. But in the back of my mind, the truth was always there.
It wasn't until recently, through working with my therapist, that everything shifted. Therapy gave me the perspective and the strength to finally speak my truth, face reality, and keep my head held high.
Choosing to skydive became the physical turning point of that mental journey. It was a profound personal mission. I needed to face my deepest fears not just my fear of heights, but my complicated relationship with mortality.
"When you are in free fall, the world stops spinning, the noise fades, and you are forced to be completely present."
Watching the world unfold beneath me during those few, intense seconds changed everything. It gave me a completely different perspective on life. It taught me that I am stronger than my fears, that my story isn't over, and that there is a breathtaking beauty in this world worth staying for.
Surviving was the first step. Acceptance, healing, and choosing to truly live was the next. That jump was the ultimate accomplishment a declaration to myself that I am no longer hiding, I am resilient, and I am ready for whatever comes next.
